The artwork of dying have to be an extension of artwork of residing. I’ve been privileged to have lived a lifetime of consolation, however it’s the unwalled joys which have been probably the most rewarding. Each side of my life has shone with contentment, and certainly, a tranquillity introduced on by a way of accomplishment. I’ve by no means needed to yearn for something. The one lack has been that of unhappiness. If that lack, or luck, or one thing extra profound? It doesn’t matter.
In fact, like all mortal beings, there have been a number of events and causes for feeling dissatisfied. However, on every such event, I requested myself, “is there any must punish oneself with unhappiness?” The reply has at all times swiftly banished such adverse ideas. That is why I’m sure that, as with the sojourn, the departure from life too shall be amidst the surround-sound of delight, and extra so, pleasure.
All these years, I’ve at all times been stressed for brand spanking new experiences. Now, to inform you the reality, this life has develop into jaded. One has had the privilege to have been there, executed that, purchased the T-shirt. Now, as for an journey traveller, the final frontier beckons, demanding to be skilled. Of this, I’m sure: the never-before vacation spot, the good unknown won’t disappoint. Everybody has talked of its thriller: us paar na jaane kya hoga, us paar jaroor kucch naya hoga. I can’t wait to discover it.
Having mentioned all this, I might need to go aaram se. Inform loss of life, very sweetly in fact, to attend a bit whereas I modify my pillow simply so and snuggle into my quilt for the correct diploma of heat. I’m not fearful about settling issues of this world. Materials bonds are already being untied as I gravitate in direction of my final halt earlier than the ultimate vacation spot. NO, not Banaras, this shall be some tranquil ashram away from worldly cares and cries.
My pals are being ready for my departure. These near me, and actually know me, don’t want these consolatory noises. They know that I’ll embrace loss of life with the identical uninhibited celebration with which I’ve hugged life. On this conscious membership are my gurus who’ve nurtured and pampered me. Generally, I’ve a quiet giggle when considering of those that will mourn for me. Poor issues. They’re those in want of a comforting pat as a result of they don’t know what lots of enjoyable I intend having on the market.
If there’s a final want, It’s this. Nobody ought to be knowledgeable of my departure. Nobody must ask “the place is Indu?” As a result of, wherever there’s laughter, they’ll discover her there. The physique’s soulless shell could be cremated in whichever manner the ashramites really feel finest – my guru will certainly wing to my facet from wherever he’s. Then, I’ll fly, flirting with the fireplace, land, water, air and house in a long-awaited meeting-mating milan.
All the time me in you.